I'm okay with yesterday's disappointment it wasn't her fault. She is a sweetheart and I know I will get my time. Talked to her tonight via Facebook messenger, talked about work a bit then life. Currently my grandma is in the rest home with dementia, she thinks her mother might have the same thing. Sometimes I need to stop caring about the stupid pity crap I put on myself and think about others. She's the sweetest person I know. 

4/28/17. Got to sit down with today to talk a little bit, so beautiful that she is. Talked about her cats. Asked her how she was doing. She was eat cake & a corn dog. She had a drink with a straw with her lip stick all over it. I could talk to her for hours and hours. Take care sweetheart.